it seemed to be the longest journey home. i dunnoe for how long i have cried on the bus. passengers around must have thought i was crazy. i know i have totally lost u. even on the way back i have to be bullied. god u love me so much isn't it? the worst day.


i will love an accident that can take my memories away and i wonder how it will feel if a penknife is to slash across the wrist or maybe plenty of panadols consumed.just how negative thoughts can be?


wolf, u said everything will be happy like the past. u wun lie to me right?